Child

1/7/12

Go to Hell.



8/19/13

Wink and say hello.
Trace your eyes all over me.
Wink and say goodbye.



10/14/13

From dusk to dawn.
Alone in the backseat.
Give me hope.

Just us, two unblinking browns and the silence.

Give me rope.
My heart stopped all the same.

12/31/13

Surely I don't blame you

I wanted to see you tonight

I'm all that you accuse me,

a sinking ship tied to my lover's waist

When I open up

Is when you're closing down

Surely why don't we

Surely it's what you're asking

And I'm not sure what you want from me
I can't be all you wish for

5/16/14

I suppose what I wanted was

To hear you’d stay with me always

I suppose what I wanted was

To see those hands vowing never to leave my own

I suppose what I wanted was

To know with certainty, I am not loving in vain

I know what I needed was

Your voice ringing from behind my ear

I know what I needed was

You clasped so tightly around me no doubt could sway

I know what I needed was

Loving from you



7/23/14

__________  Is how I feel with thoughts of you

__________  Is your promise filled with words anew

__________  Is what I wish for with your piercing gaze

__________  Is after I think with daze

__________  Is what I hope my trash would be

__________  Is how you feel for me

9/5/14

Only chaos and discord can bring your presence

Our eyes to hold but you’re first to break

Dark and full of lust, always.

With voice and finger you beckoned.

All I could do was follow.

Everything had stopped.

I fell.

What are the excuses this time?

In the tumult of thoughts

Why is the only one whom remains,

You?


4/16/15

Up and down those black holes roam.
Scientists theorize that they cancel light,
but when you look at me, everything glows.
May it be because I think with my heart,
not my mind?