e m p t y

The worst type of crying is the silent one.

The one when everyone is asleep.

The one where your body begins to shake.

The one where you feel it in your throat,

and your eyes become blurry from the tears.

The one where you just want to scream,

but when your mouth opens nothing comes out.

The one where you have to hold your breath

and grab your stomach to keep quiet.

The one where you can't breath anymore.

The one when you realize

the person that meant the most to you,

is gone.

Sorrow is such a desolate beautiful thing.